I am really thinking about removing myself from many internet websites that I am on. Mainly because I barely go on them and plus I barely talk to anyone anymore. I figure if I delete all of these websites I will be happier because I don’t have to see posts that make me angry or say or both for that matter. Also, whats the point if I don’t talk to anyone. I rather keep my business to myself considering everything I put on someone always has something to say about it. Plus, I figure if people really want to talk to me, hangout, or keep in touch they can figure out a way to contact me. As of right now I’m not even a big texter anymore because I can’t deal with people anymore. Their aways has to be a problem, people take things the wrong way. So for now i’m distancing myself from everyone because I rather be alone. Sad isn’t it. But I will be better off and happier. So no more me trying to talk to people and keep in touch they can find me. This time around I’ll depend on myself and wont get disappointed by others
I really don’t understand how a person could point out another’s flaws. Today someone asked me “why do you have all those pimples.” IDK. you tell me. Maybe its my stress, maybe its because i’m a teenager or maybe just maybe I could actually have more acne then other people. It really pissed me off. I know my flaws you don’t have to point them out especially in front of people. I’m so embarassed. I put up with so much I don’t deserve. On top of my acne, I no i’m overweight not terribly but I no i’m on the chubby side. To the person who told me “you need to lose weight” Screw you too. You are putting me down to make yourself look better. To both these people thanks for lowering my self esteem more then what it already is. I’m beautiful I just need time to believe I am.
